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July 26, 2014

not sure why i stopped using this blog.. it really was helping me keep my thoughts and myself organized. i’ve been really struggling lately both personally and in my service to Master. as for my weight loss, oh boy do i just want to say fuck it and stop trying. it feels so utterly pointless. [...]

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Journal- July 4, 2014

Well, not much is new with me. still struggling with losing weight and exercising.

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Journal- June 29, 2014

Hmm, where do i begin… i was doing really great with my eating properly, and i have gotten all my workouts done as i should. i’ve been reading “the diet fix”, suggested by my Dr and instructed by Sir. i’m happy i have. it’s a great change from the typical “just want it bad enough” [...]

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Journal- June 23, 2014

Well, today was a good day. i had an interview for my school placement, so fingers crossed! it went really well, so i should hear tomorrow. NOTE TO FUTURE SELF- if you got the job, congrats! if not, you should still be proud of yourself; you did a great interview, have an awesome resume and [...]

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Journal- June 19, 2014

Alright, so i’ve been less focused that i’ve wanted to be lately. i’m really struggling with my depression, and in the process of getting my meds reevaluated. in short, i feel as though i’m failing terribly in everything right now. i’m crying over everything, and nothing. i’ve been too exhausted to stick to any semblance [...]

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