Master's Property IS Beautiful

"Tear off the mask. Your face is glorious."–Rumi

July 26, 2014

Written By: slave_nipples - Jul• 26•14

not sure why i stopped using this blog.. it really was helping me keep my thoughts and myself organized.

i’ve been really struggling lately :( both personally and in my service to Master.

as for my weight loss, oh boy do i just want to say fuck it and stop trying. it feels so utterly pointless.

right now, with a to-do list a mile long and no hope in a decrease of stress any time soon, i just want to curl up and avoid it all.

but i can’t. i have to get through school and keep my grades up and take care of our little one and behave for Master.

i don’t have the energy to handle me and my bullshit right now. i so desperately want to lose weight, but have zero energy to do so… what am i supposed to make of that… that i dont deserve to be a slave if i can’t even take care of myself.

but enough of the pity party, i dont have time for that either. so i’ll go back to trying to focus on hw and accomplishing nothing until i need to get the baby up and then autopilot my way through the rest of the day while trying to control what i eat and go to bed and do it all again tomorrow.

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